And I want you to have that. I just wish it was more than being stuck in the middle of some cosmic war.
[She deserved more than that. To go from an alpha pissing match to all of this - she deserves better. But she understands taking what you can get better than anyone. Sometimes you do what you have to do.]
[The alpha pack made it hers when they threw her in that vault, took away her control, killed Boyd (killed Erica). The darach made it hers when she conned her brother, poisoned her, took Derek off on some suicide mission to kill Deucalion. And Derek said he was fine, but she hasn't lived it to see for herself yet.]
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Okay.
[It's not much of an affirmation, but it's something.]
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It's all I have right now.
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[She looks up at her and her face is serious.]
And I want you to have that. I just wish it was more than being stuck in the middle of some cosmic war.
[She deserved more than that. To go from an alpha pissing match to all of this - she deserves better. But she understands taking what you can get better than anyone. Sometimes you do what you have to do.]
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Everywhere has its battles.
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[But at least the ones back home were theirs. Here it just feels like they're being drafted into a war they didn't even realize was happening.]
I'd just feel better if I was more ... me.
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I get that.
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We'll figure it out eventually.
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So. Tour?
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[and then there's a tour.]